First Discovery

recently i have discovered what i have to offer...well at least to my friends.
some people can offer an exciting, spontaneous night
some a night or jokes, drinking, adventure

but i can offer a laid back night. Whether that be at a gallery, a performance or dinner that's what i can offer. a night of sophisticated relaxation and conversation.

my goal, to be the best friend i know how and to embrace what it is i have to offer.
as difficult as it may be, i can't make everyone happy and there's no point in trying.

it is just like your art, if everyone likes it, you're doing something wrong..according to teresa.

Something New

i feel the need to start something new. at this point in my life i am utterly confused.
where to go? what to do? why am i here? what is important?
the questions don't seem to stop. so here i am, using technology..something i don't do that often to sift through my life bit by bit. i'm not sure i'll enjoy what i find here but i will never know. hopefully i will be able to see growth through these posts and use this to my advantage.
considering my fear, i will start tomorrow. self discovery here i come!!